MY JOB

I am so happy that my last day for me to come to work is january 1st I really just do not like this job the Mang. here just gets on my last nerve if I have any left.

I hope that Maddison will have a GREAT x-mas and you guys to

LIFE SUCKS (SOMETIMES)

I keep getting bad news and I don't know how much I can handle. I got this thing from are appt. building telling we need to leave by the 17th because we did not pay DEC. rent. Well we had to buy something for Maddison that cost $500.00 and it was for her medical needs. I called them today CRYING because we are going to pay it on the 18th are rent is 615 then if you add in the late fee its 670 well we are going to pay it. She said it was fine but I do not think I can sleep AT ALL tonight I am just all upset I do not know what to do because if they do not take it on the 18th we really do not have any other place to go. I am going to go down there tommrow and talk to them and make sure it is really ok . What do you guys think I sould do. Is there anyone out there...........

Ok so that Chicken was also so good. I am so sleepy today I don't know why.

I put my notice in work my last day is Januarty 1st. and i am happy

Maddison is crying I have to go see ya later.....

At Work

First of all the food last night was GREAT you should really try Julia Childs "Beef Bourguignon" it is so good I noticed I forgot to tell you what I was going to cook. It was one of my fav. thing I have ever cooked. Anthony is getting me her cookbook "Mastering the Art of French Cooking". I guess you can say that movie JULIA & JULIE just really inspired me. No I am not going to be cooking my way through and writeing about it in this blog so don't worry. But what I think Julie Powell did was great to have the courage to cook everything in this book and then blog about it is GREAT I would have never been able to do it.

So I am here at work just standing here I don't know if I had told anyone that they cut my hours to 12 thats $99.00 for one week before taxs that does not even pay my cable, internet, and phone bill. So I am looking for a differnt job hopefully some place that will really need me and know what I can do and not just take me and use me.

Maddison stated at my mom's house lastnight I hate when she goes and stays the night usually she stays at my mother in-laws house on fridays but as you can read I had to be at work at 6am. So my house was closer to her house.

Me and Anthony are having some trouble right now I really just don't know how we are going to make it on what he and I get paid. We ALWAYS get Maddison things that she needs and wants then we think of are selfs but I guess that is what happends when you become parents.

So I was thinking I want to go see NEW MOON again today when I get off work just to escape reality you know. Plus I love this movie as well. Like I had wroted yesterday they only way for me to escape anything is to watch a movie. Is this bad of me or what.

Well tonight I think I will try to make Casserole Roasted Chicken it looks good hopefully it will taste good. We will see.....

My Life Right Now

I am at home with my baby Maddison and I love it but sometimes a mother just needs to go do something for herself am I right? Well the only way for me to get away is to watch a movie(s) and so I did last night I rented Julie/Julia and I loved it so much. It just made we want to get up and cook what ever I had in the house. Well I looked up some of Julia Child recipes and I found one that I think Anthony (husband) Maddison and I are going to like. But the thing is I have never cooked anything like this. But I think it is going to go fine, I will see.